I was stuck on gaining a large family and Peter’s “potential” to be a good man. He had many good qualities, lots of friends, good looking, charismatic, and a big family. He was into some hippie things also – E.S.T., Macrobiotics, Primal Scream (although only vicariously through his best friend), music, and seemed adventurous.
Peter proposed to me, it I was what I was supposed to do, he had lots of friends, and a large family – package deal. Besides, what I wanted in life more than anything was to be a mother.