I know what it’s like to lose a child, I lost two. It was subtle and I didn’t see it coming. It actually started when Ashley was born. No, actually when we started dating. A planned alienation that continues to this day. I never realized the man I got involved…
Being Mom
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Ashley Baby
I settled into motherhood and enjoyed taking my new daughter everywhere. Family and friends were regulars in the house, it was a booming time. I would take her to parks, zoos, museums, play dates, fun excursions regularly. By the time she was 5 she had more friends than I had…
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Goodbye Motherhood
One of the last things I spoke to Peter before all hell broke loose was, “Don’t fuck with my motherhood.” That’s exactly what he did since I spoke those words. He pushed my buttons and sent me in a whirlwind. More like a tornado out of control. What shred of…
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Mother’s Day
I’ll never forget my first Mother’s Day. Ashley was just a week old. During my young life all I wanted to be was a mother. I went to college to be a Secretary because I had no guidance and that’s what women did. It would provide a good foundation with…