Life is difficult. Is it really possible that my mother ingrained in me not to speak up because I was such a pain in the ass on the spectrum, she didn’t know how to handle me so as an obedient child she kept me quiet? Or was I on the…
Growing Old
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Mirror Mirror
I looked in the mirror and seemed so old. It’s like I’ve aged 10 years in the past 2. When I married Peter he called me “Wifey Face” because I was quite the looker. I just wanted to get married, it didn’t matter with whom. After all, my oldest brother…
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Life Is Unfair
It doesn’t seem fair sometimes when I think about my life, I had so many things going for me, but I was repeatedly flattened like kryptonite. I worked for school system and developed a database which integrated their payroll in time and substitute pay payroll and new time off record.…
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Fifty Nifty
Shortly after I turned 50 the ground beneath my feet was torn away. Like an explosion that left me shell-shocked. The gravity shifted and time warped because I was suddenly 9 years old again. The lost little girl trying to convince everyone around her that life was good, everything was…